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[17 Apr 2005|06:27pm] new LJ name _imradox thankyou

..just say it you need me like a bad habit.. [17 Apr 2005|12:10am] [ mood | like whooaa ] [ music | =] lallaalallaaa ] *sigh* .. awsome night .. plus i spent it with some of the most amazing people so it all adds up. so many memories haha that dude MICROPHONE! =]pushing our way throught screaming till me absolutly had nothing left watching those girls make a friggen fool of themselves looking like as if they were in some night club lol. yeah to make things short it was once again amazing.. but i think the best part of the night was when tbs came on and everyone just started pouring out of the stands and running up to the stage sooo of course knowing my and jess i grab her hand and where off. out of cousenadence i bumped into bobby lol in the pit and while pushing our way to the middle we had a chain off bodies lol (thanks for keeping me safe bob lol ) matt on bass was beautiful and i want him and he saw me heart him =] soo it was ALLL good lol. i held bobs glasses as he dove into a most pit lol some funny shit right there. me and jess ended up getting hit in the head kicked in the knee and people where spitting so we got some of it lol. once again another amazing concert i must say and cant wait till less than jake and mcr and gd ahhh its gonna be killer =] at the mcr concert we will be crowd surfing soo all is well. work tomorrow .. so not looking forward to working a full day with concert hangover ugh lol *ashp it is my scene -im excited the triooo might be getting together 2morrow =] -

[16 Apr 2005|04:45pm] a quick update before i leave.. yesturday was really funn we celebrated my jessicas bday and ate lots of cheesey bread and all that good stuff. then jon, chris and some other ppl came over and we had a barn fire.. we were out there till about 11 then came in and watched without a paddel .. and knowing me i fell asleep during the movie lol. blah then i had to go to work and boy it wasnt funn =[ mike through curly french fries at my head lol.. and i hit my hip again and seriously think i broke it. But not im sitting her waiting for my dad to pick us up then we are off to once again one of our amazing concerts with only the best =] <333 ill update on it laterrrrr <33 ashp & jess <333 -::its OUR scene::_

*-:: Happy Bday jessica ::-* [15 Apr 2005|03:44pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | happybday2you ] well guess what today is ... yehp thats right people its my bestfriend in the whole intire worlds bday =].. say happybirthday to jessica!! .. anyways im at her house right now and we are going to celebrate tonight woooraahh. probably have some cheesey bread and other stuff =] lol ... tomorrow we have to work and then the concert so that should be fun. today in school i fell and landed on my left hip.. i thought i was going to pass out it killed. thankgod joe is right there to save me =] ha and brought me to the nurse then walked me to my locker and carried all my things like a good joesph he is lol <333 bffmte. nothing really eles to say got to go and celebrate bye *ashp HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY JESSICA RANDLE ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH!! BESTFRIENDS FOR LIFE BLUE & YELLOW ^^ this bitch right there is possiably the best person every idontknow what i would do without her

you make me sick .. [14 Apr 2005|08:44pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | your star * ] so i guess i was in a rush to finish that entry but umm yes i bought out pac sun and im happy about it =] and uhhh just 4 hrs till jessicas birthday =] yehp so bye bitches

[14 Apr 2005|03:38pm] wow today was slow .. i rockd those piggytails like whoaa lol and tomorrow and jessicas mother fucking birthday. me and joe got detention again for being late for math lol. and we gave ty a ride home oh yeah ty your the best says so on my arm. my weekend and vk week is pretty much planned out . firday to jesses sleep over and awsome celerbration for her bday then we have work in the am then the mother fucking concert =] yeaaahhh then i have to work on sunday to =[ . and during vk week me and joe are going surfing =] yeay .. i will not be rocking the wet suit unless i start to go into hypothermia i will be wearing my new board shorts thank veddy much. well i have to go now and go shopping and buy out pac sun =] hehehe

i defy the stars *... [13 Apr 2005|05:48pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | jessica singing ] hi losers.. im at jessicas house right now enjoying my ichy eyes and stuffy nose cause i had an allergic reaction to her cat woop woop .. the highlight of my day was probably watching jessica vacuum, because its insanely hilarious where she throws chairs and crap all over the room when it gets in her way .. then proceeds to fall because of it. we cleaned under her bed and it was a very scarey place i must admit i was going to cry, there was food there from like 2 yrs ago and i sware theres live mold.. im going to call him herbert. im sad that i didnt hang out with joe and bobby today but i think ill servive. jess and i are going shopping today i think and if you dont know this friday is her birfday. so we will be celebrating all weekend. today in school nothing was really special besides we were told not to taste any of the experiments and knowing me i drank some stuff that looked like water .. but it was hydrogen proxide and thank god it was watered down because then i could have died .. last but not least i listend to my ipod the whole day and didnt pay attention so that is ALWAYS good. *ashp 2 days ladies .. only 2 more days

[12 Apr 2005|05:33pm] [ mood | confused ] so today was reblelious for me i got an hr of detention and thrown out of class because i did not move my seat hmm ... lol. today at lunch was fun paul is going to grow out his hair because i told him to sooo i feel special lol and we talked about stuff haha .. after school i went to bobbys and me joe and bob watched saw . yeah most of the time we were laughing our asses off in the movie .. it was stupid it had no point .. and honestly i think i saw it once. i mad mac and cheese for them and spilt the cheese all over the counter and then when i was drinking my smoothie i slit the cup in half and it went everywhere hmm. so i had a fun time as usually came home talked to jess and now im about to eat supper .. by the way ty is my dancing bitch =] ha 4 DAYS LADIES 4 MOTHERFUCKING DAYS =]!!!!!! *ashp

[11 Apr 2005|08:24pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | music. ] today was alright i went to school stayed in school went to jesses left jesses ran earins went back to jesses ate dinner there went tanning went back to jesses dumped on the trampoline did cartwheels in the yard learned on to push a button on a really cool cellphone jump on the trampoline with cool dudes and then went home. yeahp so woop . that was my day ... bye

LONG ENTRY [10 Apr 2005|07:39pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | on my signal? idk something jake sent me lol ] today is possiably one of the best days ever in my friggen life. wow i dont even know where to begin. i got to bobs house around eight and we made yummy smoothies and waited for joe to came and then i feel down the stairs on my way to say hi to duke outside lmao. then we started our way off to go snowboarding =]. lmao sooo funny in the car, right *squish joe* left *squish me* haha. our skinning the deer stories. playing air guitar oh god lol .. then we pull up and i start screaming cause im scared haha, and bob yor dad is like you know they wont leave you and you start laughing hmph =[. haha bob in the iglo getting my shoes "we live in r. right?" lmao they would not let go of that the whole day they saw me they made fun of me lmaoo. so we finally get our shit together and head to the lift which was amazingly fun lol then you they start to fucking rock it .. thanks lol . so my first run totally sucked and i think i was on the ground most of the time. joe i fucking dont know what i would do without you haha snowboarding backwards making sure i didnt fall and guiding me away from the edge haha lol . my second run was soo fucking awsome untill i get to the bottom and totally wipe out this little kid taking him by the feet cause i forgot to stop and i made him cry =[ lol . "its alright we all take out little kids once in a while" lol bob. my third run holy shit joe lol i dont even know where to begin lets just say i spent alot of time on the ground lol. then i end up wedge bettwen the rails lol " wow this reminds me of the movie open water" lol joe . i kept telling you can go ahead "no ull end up dieing here" haha . we go get something to eat and end up fighting who knocked the pizza over and my free strip show lol. then the polar bear harrassing me but joe insist that is a robot hmmm right. those kids offering to sell pot haha soo funny. bobbys finally wipe out. then duke picks us up oh god the ride home haha enough said. then we went back to bobbys and watch the previews lol. i ended up doing a complete flip and landing on my head so now i have like a concusion and my knees are all brusied. but in the mist of things this day was absolutly amazing =]] *ashp

you suck and no one likes you so pssttt [09 Apr 2005|12:54pm] [ mood | rock it bittchhessss =] ] [ music | whatever bobby is playing next to me ] heyy peoples blah the funeral was whatever lol then i had to quickly run to pacsun to do some last minute shopping .. now im at bobbys and your not cause you just gay and no one like you or your ignorantness =] sucker. .. anyways we are waiting for joe to get his little ass over here so we can leave yehp bye xoxo <3 ashp i DIDNT break bobby ipod

[08 Apr 2005|10:21pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | anything that was playing in the kitchen at work lol ] extremly exhusted i must say .. today was pretty much really good . i went on a field trip to see a spanish opera it was alright and everything. then i stayed after with joe jake and bob again and helped mr.slick clean up the brigdes then went to bobs house. great times great times ... anyways after that i had work it was interesting hehe me and jess talk alot lol what can i say where bestfriends and i got her popcorn chicken haha lol joe and bob stoped by at work and said hi to me lol .. so i should be busy 2morrow iv got my peps funeral then off to bobs to hang with joe and bob then off to the show to see all my loves and to support them cause they are deffiently kick ass =] haha . then who knows after that [?] .. so yehp im tired i need sleep bye. <3ashp jake im always here for you no matter what we go way back bffL :: and deffiently blast the used and just scream it all out ;) haha good times

[07 Apr 2005|03:26pm] [ mood | . ] raaa hey people im soo fucking hyper right now lmao im on the phone with court making a plan to savatosh ( how ever you spell it ) brians tie :P iloveher cause shes my sexxxy fag -"yes- from court ... we were soo lucky we took to lunches and got to skip half of gym fuck yeah lol haha .. then mr snow made me a button lol.haha anyways soo we stayed after AGAIN to finish our friggen bridges ugh lol then me joe and bobbert went to bobs for a little lmao my awsome orange bio hazard stickers and the intent to steal the sweatshirt lol. so yeah and pimpin the john deere haha .. so yeah im wicked tired cause im still lacking sleep oh well . field tripp tomorrow woop woop <3 bye kiddos like to steal big peoples crack cocaine *ashp court: where do you come from? me: uranus ;) courtney is the fat kid in a gym who cant run and has bad ashma

to the end... [06 Apr 2005|08:51pm] [ mood | sad.mad.confused whateverrrrrr ] [ music | the ghost of you ] so iv realized i havent wrote in this is the longest time i guess so much has been happening i cant keep up with myself anymore . to cut everything short and simple the other day i hung out with joe jake bobby and sean amazing time i must say so many memories but i wont review. i talked to joe on the phone and he gave me advice cause hes my bffmte and i dont know what i would do without him ... my pep died yeah so that was a minor set back plus i havent slept in the passed three days so thats always good i dont know what im feeling anymore which is pretty funny because it feels like i have no feelings anymore . im completly confused sooo thats always good to . im excited for my snowboarding trip with only the best and the show is going to be kickass . then the two concerts. so i guess theres something to look forward but if i keep percrastanating (how ever the fuck you spell it ) my work the route i have been ill be in some seriously deep shit and all this crap im looking forward to will be deminished. but besides all of this everything fades into a big cloud -the end. *ashp "he might as well say cheer up emo kid"

[01 Apr 2005|05:16am] [ mood | grumpy ] [ music | gimme gimme ( sung my alyssa verison lol ) ] hm yesturday day was a tad hmm messed up but thats ok .. school went was alright. after school we hung out in the car until alex came out of the school so we listened to music then i saw karley, maria, and kaitlyn so i decided i would proceed to fall out of the car door then karly jumpd in the car tooo lol . we had rehearsel today to i got to wear pretty dresses it was fun then we had pizza and talked about movies and ghost and fuckd up situations... lol . then me and steph went into the theature listen to justin and alyssa sing cause their that amazing and your not. alyssa brought me and kriss to her house shes awsome then me and kristen played on the piano even though we cant and i got to see her cool new computer, her bird died it made me sad then i left. around nine i went to pacsun and nina was working there so that made me woop woop . and i ran around the store with my new pair of board shorts =]] and talked to nina while i walked around .. so todayy me and karly will be wearing the same pair of board shorts to school cause yes we are fucking awsome.. i have homework i still have to do ..... i dont want to ... but i have to .. ugh bye *ashp ..

[29 Mar 2005|07:04pm] [ mood | i dont know ] [ music | lunacy fringe ] the past couple of days have been the worst EVER .. well i shouldnt say ever but it cuts it really realy close. yesturday i was about to die it could have been possiably when i walked into school and saw that dj had totally mutalated his hair cut it all off and brought me to tears .. it could have been cause i was pmsing but i doubt it .. or mayb it was when joe decided to completly at full force check me into a wall leaving me like handicapped on the floor .. by the way thanks . oh and then my spanish teacher being the ass that he is giving me a lecture about paying attention .. right. so i throw my back out in gym yesturday so today i was left like paralyzed in pain. hmm that fucking suckd. we are stuck doing another fucking projectd in science this stupid tooth pick bridge thing. erggh. if thats not enough snow starts questioning me cause im quiet?? like wtf.. last but not lesttoday at rehearsel alex decided hed help fix my back nearly snaped me in half trying to crack it. then in the car a pile of shit decides to fall on me and a calculator hits me in the head! right. so there we have it . in the mist of that mess of badness aprl i guess is going to be the highlight month soo far .. so much to look forward to .. the show is this week . the living room . snowboard trip . tbs/jimmy eat world concert . aprl vk (jess and i's soon trip ). MCR/gd concert... so i guess ive got alot going for me .. but i just dont get my hopes anymore cause my parents like to take away things and have me disapointed cause their like that.... it feels good to vent . and if you have a problem with me complaining in this entry today thats just to bad for you because no one probably reads this anyway and i mean it really isnt for you to say. (psst by the way hairspray soundtrack is kickass its amazing... ) *ashp

[26 Mar 2005|10:59am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | under pressure (encore vers.) ] so my week has been non stop no sleep go go go .. yesturday i went dress shopping with jess it was very exciting lol .. we went to 3 malls wow. so yeah i dont even know where to begin about that day. umm but around 9 we go to our last mall and sit to get something to eat. and i dont know how to word this but blue virgin shirt. long hair. hat. our ballerina dress's were cool and at one point we had to run around the store to find my mother wearing these ridicous dresses. i finally found my dress its amazing. on the way home we sang under pressure encore. a million times with our heads out the window. i slept over jess's house and at that time she had a burping fit. her nose started to bleed and knowing me i come out with the stupist conclusion [[ jess ]] my nose is bleeding!! [[me]] its because your burping to much ... yeah soo we were up all night and had roman noodles for breakfast cause we are cooler then you . and then i had rehearsel once again for easter vig .. good times i still dont forgive justin for stepping on me but thats a different story. blah i have so much homework to do with the littlest time i have .. ugh *ashp

"and i shall sit here and wait" [24 Mar 2005|08:57pm] [ mood | exhausted ] hmm the feeling of exhustion has taken over me ... i stayed after school untill 3:35 to make up some things and i got eletricuted mr.sosnowski and mike thought it was really funny .. but not so we made a chain and then mike got the worst of the eletric shoke and he feel to the ground .. we laughed. after that i had to go to chruch for rehearsel. so much fun .. yet tireing lol . so we had a hr to get home change and literally engulf our food then get back to chruch. another awsome job and i served with the best people ever .. im still a little woossie for the insense but my "symptoms" were better this yr .. lmao justin. saturday is going to be ultamently the best i cant wait. im going to go eat cheesey bread cause its good and it come from "The Home Of The Big Cheese" hehe *ashp

[23 Mar 2005|06:16pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | reach for the sky ] today was fine we had early for the long period sub and we watchd this wicked sad movie i was stuck sitting next to joe and jake while they pretend cryd hmm lol .. devin and his buddys decided every time he saw me today they would honk seeing what happened about yesturdays feasco. there was a fight in gym .. it was great. and after school i went to jessicas house. cause shes the fucking best. we decided we would shave our legs with the veet moose stuff and come to find out we both had a ilergic reaction and now have hives. then jess decided to jump in the shower with all her cloths on cause shes jesscia lmaoo <3333. how fun ... im sunburnd if you havent noticed today but its going away. gerren was kind and said it was a beautiful sunburn . thankyou lol .. the marble run is official over and thank god so im seeing this weekend there will be a barn fire party and my marble run is going to contribute to that fire =] woop woop ... im hoping we dont have school tomorrow im not ready for that big spanish test and i have to get a good grade on it .. tomorrow is holy thursday rehearsal not cool .. hmph... my chessy bread is here =] woop woop byee * ashp

[21 Mar 2005|06:45pm] [ mood | i like hats <3 ] hmph what a day.. nothing really special happened at school i found out jeff can braid and me karley and erins im rad sign got hung up. while we were waiting for mom ##2 to pick us up my bestfriend ( rabbit [ali] grandpa and i had a chat lmao )after school i went to jessicas. jenna started crying cause i was going to sit in the front and she didnt want me to she wanted me to sit with her so i felt special... we had the most best roman noodels ever and mostly listened to music and talked alot :P.. then we watch $2 bill show again =]] " i will fuck gerard any day " lol enough said. we fliped through magazines .. and ask your self .. what is really bacnane .. many think its just acne on your back but your wrong .. its not according to seventeen magazine its an std lmao jess good times. warped o5 is going to be possiable the most amazing time every. enough said with that. A friend will let you eat stail chips .. a bestfriend will take a bite out of your cool gwakamole chips to make sure their not stail (because theyv been in their room for 3 weeks) lmao jess ^^

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